sigh.

ive been a little depressed lately. im not too sure why but it seems like im letting a lot of people down lately. its all unintentional and i mean letting them down by not catering to their needs. its hard for someone who loves making others happy to say no to someone else, but I dont understand why you'd hate me for that, especially if you're an adult. for the past few days i haven't produced any humor. that's strange. i want to believe all of this is stemming from the ignorance of most people. and when i say ignorance i mean the absence of knowledge of basic skills in social interactions. my quietness makes people think im shy but what they dont know is that everyone is not worth talking to. i refuse to waste my time. im not feeling like myself.